yus. hallo! still in ludlow, quickly doing this after a bbq and a bout of IT Crowd, Venture Bros, Nathan Barley, Burn Notice, screamig at the dumb bitches in Jericho, Lie To Me, America's Next Top Model, King Of The Hill, Michael Mcintyre's Comedy Roadshow, thinking about seeing Dave Ward again and flirting with him, discussing my perhaps-upcoming [ie: October] cruise to the Caribbean with a vicar called Colin who drinks red wine & port, and consuming too much Vodka n irn-bru while Laurie is sleeping and I am about to do the same. Haven't been able to catch up on flist for AGES so PLEASE comment with anything good happening/any posts/lollzorz sites/SPN or Boosh fics & vids/anything else you may need me to see, however remotely relevant it may seem. K? K.



sleeptaimez nao. hoap u r haevin gd time in sweden k bironay? i r train 2 b abel 2 maek it whyl u thear deapnde on cash surplay! EAVEN IF I RUNNIN ON OAVERDARFT I STILL EAVENE MAKE 2 SDEWN FOR A MEAR DAAAAY IF AI HAEV TWO. COZ I NEAD TE SEEEEE UR FAEC AND HOW GARET U N ISEFLOP R TOGETHATR! fR REEEELZ!!11!1

IT'S NOT OVER! IT'S NOT FINISHED! EVER! I'm still sleeping in the tent in my backyard [at first it was reasonable because liselotte_e and donkeyprincess were here but last night I just didn't want to pack it away. BUT. Then I got a call and Laurie is visiting for a few days and he arrives here later. HAH. SO. I have a rather dreamy excuse to keep the tent up for a leeeeetle longer :D

The ... the whole goddamned thing was so FREAKING amazing. SO .. JUST. SO. JOY. Met all the old favorites again, my dreamyloves, and some great new people as well. Special Mention must go to Willow though. Such a fantastic laaaydee!
There will be many photos. Oh yes. [When the adventure slows down a bit ;)]

Oh. LOL. I got a letter from the bank today saying that I now suddenly have a £500 overdraft. Am still trying to decide whether this is a blessing or the worst thing they could possibly do. Sweden, anyone? Er. Um. YES, VSAGDZ HEJ U GAIZ.

COOOO.
This video is pretty sweet.fgggggggg mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm'''''''''''[[89]

[That last part was Tibbs XD] her outfits are... just. OH. WANT. AND. Her face. HER *FACE*! It looks so good with all the different makeups and I can't stop watching it! The song is delicious too. Oh, her voice!
ps.
watch these interviews with her! She needs to be my frieeeend, haha!
Blop

Blap

Last night I dreamed that Jensen had a seedy past of doing twink vids, and Jared stumbled across one of them by accident and called him up on it and wanted a reenactment. OMG. OMG. I love my brain ^_^

I am with Fiend and Lisis in a Brighton internetpoop cafe and we have been having the MOST TAIMEZ OF FUN here since we arrived on ...err... Tues or wed? Can't even remember, things have been so crazy and great! Beachtimes and drinkies and visiting Oli and Felicity and me being tortured by an amazing gay guy called Ryan. OMG. HE TOTALLY DIDN'T KISS ME AND IT WAS THE MOST BESTEST NOTKISS EVER.

There is also something that we're not telling someone but they will find out soon. HEE.

I still smell of sweat from last night and it's pretty damn good. ^_^

INUTAAAANETTU JA ARIMASEEEEEN.

( latelies )

:I think I may have lost all my music and pictures and drunken videos... my external hard drive doesn't make its usual noise and the light blinks where it used to be a solid light :/ so. It's not *broken* broken, but I still can't access my stuff. Does anyone know anything about this sort of thing?! It couldn't have happened *after* I made that huge music upload that I was supposed to do. Oooh Nooooo. ¬_¬

As sad as I am that I may have lost -among everything else- all my Tibblepics, I am strangely calm. Um. I must be spiritually in a good place or something- usually I unleash the ultimate verbal & physical wrath for the smallest things.

OH. AND. Caught up all the way to the end of Avatar. ZUUUUUUKKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ZUUUKO! MARRY MY FAAAAAAACE!

Also caught up with Venture Bros to the end of series 3- R.I.P. BROCK'S MULLET D: D: D: PLS COME BAAACK!


Ok, going to make myself some festival hair now KTHXBY :D

Lately:

Festival Excitemeeeeent!

sewing lots

Still being awake when the sun comes up, then getting 5-ish hours of sleep from about 5/6 am. Not a bad thing, it's just how it's been.

peach Lambrini

"chicken" sandwiches with BBQ sauce, mayonnaise and sliced tomatoes [Seriously. It feels like I'm in Texas! Um?!?! XD I dunno, I've never even been there XD]

Podfic

Jupiter Rising. [SO. VERY. MUCH.]

Oh God, and Mesh. I'm gonna upload a bunch of Mesh for you guys, IT IS TOO GOOD.

Approaching smoking as a "reward", only allowing myself to do it after I have done something productive. ["Something productive" doesn't mean "eating Texas Sandwiches", sadly.]




Great. Now I have to add "Texas Sandwiches" to my interests.
.........and peach lambrini ¬_¬

Mmmmm, I love it when people disable embedding. NOTTTTT! Anyway, Go watch Bill Bailey be my magical husband for a bit! ^_^


Anyway, 3WFF is at last being "arranged" [Mine & Lisisisis's definition of "organized" is a lot different to the rest of the world :D], the NEW TENT arrived this morning... :D:D:D I am going to set it up in the yard first so I am prepared for what to expect on arrival and don't waste precious Faerying-time XD

Then I have to get on with making stuff. Haven't even finished the skirt I started making in like, November ¬_¬ But still.




SO.

EXCITED.

EDIT: ( blop )

tmi lolol
( yeah, he is so proud of being disgusting )

edit again:
New memory tags- J2 fics :: SPN fics.
Not all of the ones I need to add are added. YET! >:D

*____*

HJKHUSHSBSHJS BHZLYHULZ *FLAIL*


D: D: D: D:

So it's technically my birthday today [my Earthday, really. *my* my actual one is in October. Anyway]... I usually hide this fact and don't ever mention it BUT.

Today I went to Uxbridge. Contrary to popular belief, I do NOT have a small crush on the girl that works in Pret who always remembers me and just asks "coffee?" even though I am awkward and have it all complicated cause she knows how I like it, and I was NOT disappointed when she wasn't there when I walked in. <_< ... >_>

Ahem.

The guy was like "Oooh, before you order anything I have to tell you.... You look very good today!" HAH.
Then as I was waiting for my coffee, he looked at someone coming out of the back room [who I couldn't see through the hot-wraps-and-croissants cabinet] and said "Whose birthday is it today?!" So without thinking I said "Funny you should say that, it's mine!" THEN THE GIRL WALKED OUT *_* Eeep! XD She was carrying a couple of bunches of roses for some reason [on the way out, she wasn't working] and she saw me and gaaave me one of them. HAHA And I was like "no no no, seriously, they must already be for someone!" Hahaha then I was so excited I said "Can I have a hug?" Before I could, you know, use my brain. *facepalm!*
But she was like "okay!" and that thing happened when you both go the same way and almost ...ER. YEAH.

Um. LA.


Also contrary to popular belief, I did NOT sit there drinking and grinning like a moron HAHAHAHAHA XD

The end.

[[It told me blow-by-blow that it was 5 A.M when I *KNEW* it was just gone 6 A.M.]]

I rode home [not having slept, as usual these days] from Hayes at 6 this morning with a headless pigeon corpse in my Powerpuff Girls rucksack. [Um. In a Tesco bag in another plastic bag inside my actual bag. Wtf, I wouldn't just PUT IT IN MY BAG FFS- I'm not a weirdo! XD]
A few of you may suspect why [if not I'll give a clue: someone likes bones], one of you definetly knows, and the rest of you will just have to be bewildered. YAY, BEWILDERED!


Now, I might either listen to some SPN-fic podcasts or go to sleep. Haven't decided yet! :D

O HAI, can you guess life is REALLY PRETTY FUCKING alright around now?!?!?! It may be the influence of the upcoming 3 WISHES FESTIVAL OR SOMETHING, I DUNNO WHAT IT'S CALLED, IS NOT IMPORTANATAT TO ME LOL... that might be making me a bit giddy and excited about *everything* these days........... but probably not XDXDXDXD

Oh, and have this other bit of stuff, just cause I dunwanna update twice:


[[Written in Notepad 10:30 pm Saturday night, May 9]]
Sara came round today, and I have purple hair now. YAZZAH. Also scraped loads of gross dead-but-still-soggy skin off the inside of my left cheek. FACE-CHEEK I MEAN. WTF.
( detailz0rz for those who are not icky about gross stuff... such as the inside of your cheek peeling off :P )

Anyway, by the time I'll have posted this it's pretty much healed and the fuss is over. LAAAAAA!

"You Could Cause You Can So You Do... Things are shaping up to be Pretty. Odd."


( 4:21!! [warning for capslock/keymash/ColinFord!Squee. Ah, and *****SPN spoilers****] )

And for those of you who I still love and might want to read my posts, even though you don't know about SPN and care not to click upon the ramblings of The First Cut™, ( here is something *everyone* can enjoy... )

LOOK. LOOK! PLEASE CAN WE GO LIVE THERE, ALL OF US FOREVER?

From here, and thanks SO MEGAMUCH to edhelur for the tip-off :D:D:D:D

Well. Um. There was nothing in the world that could make me want Dean more.

UNTIL THIS:


Geeeeeee-zus. Whoever did that vid wins all my life. [When watching fanvids I always prepare myself for the worst editing and lame clip-head-pasting so that I can never be disappointed hahaha. But this... THIS]. He looks so evil and remorseless and YAS PLZ. God. with... the KNIFE. *_____* If he was holding that and looking at me that way... oh. HELL. I am totally done for.

Lollz, someone needs to write Dean/me-as-a-guy knifeplay!evil!restraint!torture!fic XDXDXD

I can... um.... I have... Shit. I can't lie. I have nothing to offer in return except for the ability to flail in capslock :D
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Fear not, anyone who may have had fear, even though I have discovered a new fandom I am still totally in love with the BooshBoys- I reread the Mighty Book yesterday and almost died of not being able to breathe! IT IS STILL SO GREAT :D

Yesterday in the Job Center-


little girl: *holds hand up to her mom's face* See? ...it smells like holding hands!

( Sam and Dean and Antarctica dreams )

Came back to my room to find this:



*sigh*

( 2008 survey )

WHO'S DOING WHAT ON NEW YEAR'S?!
I have been invited somewhere on Facebook and before I reply I'd like to know if there's anything else/better happening so I can make an informed decision ;)

hm. I saw Iwantoneofthose advertized on a Circle line train recently and thought I'd check it out. Well.
This is almost the only good thing on there [unless you want plastic "racing grannies" [wtf] or to spend £20 on keeping one measly can of drink cold. Ah. No thanks.]
pfft, okay, I guess I admit that I want one of these but on the whole the site was all disappointing... Mostly crap that seems amusing for all of 10 seconds [and a lot that was just not amusing at all. what's the point of Chocolate Scrabble? You'd only get to play it once!!] but nobody's actually ever going to use. Especially things like £14 for mismatched socks.... when you can just put on a different one of pairs you already have. I mean, goddDAMN you have to be thick or some shit! More money than sense, that's what they say.

( hah, and an ebay seller to avoid! )

On a much better, dreamier, smooth caramelly-toned note, I love it when Saboo says "they are BULLSHIT MUNCHERS". Although I don't like it cause it's Saboo. I like it cause it's Richaaaarrrrrrd. *swoon*sigh*flop* He's so dreamy. I need to get IT Crowd box sets. And Garth Meren.. enghi... mareng.. meringue...THAT. So I can stare at his luxurious beautifulness and also slyly check out Matt Berry when Richard's not looking. Although Matt with his face and his hair as Himself are much dreamier than any character he could be, dude. I am not passing on any opportunity :P

EDIT They say that shaving makes hair grow back thicker and darker.... Well. Everyone has hair on their face, don't they? Even my wussy blonde wisps of facefuzz are seeable in a certain light/angle. SO. I was wondering... if I started shaving my face even though it's not "hairy", Would that work and make me become successful at growing a beard? How great would it be to have a beard!!! :D

Was meant to post these yesterday...



( A shirt I painted )

^_^
If you don't know Murderface, you SHOULD. He is from Metalocalypse... which I wanted to find the first episode of and link to but it is nowhere! I have it on my computer but at 100mb it's not really something you could upload yourself either, boooo. [Why the hell is it NOT on youtube, wtf?]

[Obvs I wasn't Drinkin All Day when I made it, it never would have gotten finished XD]

I saw that Bailey's shoe in Sainsbury's.
Oh. My. Tard.

It was fucking miniscule. Revoltingly disappointing in its proportions! The cheek! I will just line an old sneaker in plastic and pour my Bailey's into that. Screw glass stilletoes, dude. SCREW THEM.

Also, I don't "do" xmas but hey, if anyone wants to, you can send me Mike Fielding and Dave Brown, but tell them they'll have to flip a coin to see who gets to kiss me first :D]

Oh MY have I got a cracking gem for you guys.

( remember doing Mad Libs in 1988 in that little pad you got from the school Book Fair? They are Onliiiiine now biaaatches!!! :D YES! )

Sometimes, I can have a really nice face! AAAAND! A CELEBRATION IS IN ORDER. The first time I have achieved to actually put eyelashes on without getting pissed off with them not sticking/ sticking but being crooked and forgetting them altogether. Hurrah XD There's hope for me to be a drag queen yet, I was starting to get worried.....
[was meant to dye my hair like a week ago but still haven't. hence it looks a bit shit and hence the acid-tubes.]
( fings wot I dun, innit )

Yeah that's pretty much it for now.


Oh except, I killed a swan yesterday.... did a shit on it. Riiiight on it.